little "friction"..

todae had another tiny little fight with dear..
on.. ROM dinner.. ..n extend to the housing issue...haa... again..

dunno why..
maybe is too tired with work..too intense working hours.. get bored n irritable..
easily agitated.. n feel so helpless..

money cant buy u everything.. but can make possible many many things.. without it..is juz sooo handicapped...

must work very hard to earn n save more money.. oh yea.. will try to convince myself to LOVE OT-ing... (ya..rite....)

dear agrees to open up...to have more options.. but only God knows if we are going to make a correct investment...?? are we going into the correct direction..?

my dear.. i think i can get heat up quite easily.. but juz leave me alone..give me some silence time n i will be ok again.... it's tiring n irritating to handle customers n u at the same time..
and tt's why i get heat up so easily.. coz i m not like you can sit inside ur own room..

i feel like having split personalty.. one second before we had a fight thru the phone..second later.. i m smiling to the patients " hello~ how may i help you?"

and i like to make our own decision , i dont like ppl to help us make decisions ...