Monday, May 26, 2008

little "friction"..

todae had another tiny little fight with dear..
on.. ROM dinner.. ..n extend to the housing issue...haa... again..

dunno why..
maybe is too tired with work..too intense working hours.. get bored n irritable..
easily agitated.. n feel so helpless..

money cant buy u everything.. but can make possible many many things.. without it..is juz sooo handicapped...

must work very hard to earn n save more money.. oh yea.. will try to convince myself to LOVE OT-ing... (ya..rite....)

dear agrees to open up...to have more options.. but only God knows if we are going to make a correct investment...?? are we going into the correct direction..?

my dear.. i think i can get heat up quite easily.. but juz leave me alone..give me some silence time n i will be ok again.... it's tiring n irritating to handle customers n u at the same time..
and tt's why i get heat up so easily.. coz i m not like you can sit inside ur own room..

i feel like having split personalty.. one second before we had a fight thru the phone..second later.. i m smiling to the patients " hello~ how may i help you?"

and i like to make our own decision , i dont like ppl to help us make decisions ...

Sunday, May 18, 2008

泪珠多少...?

地动天摇
................ 突然四面尖声挣扎乱叫

房塌屋倒
................ 顷刻欢声灭绝一片寂寥

仓皇逃跑
................ 从此亲人却阴阳相隔遥

唏嘘读报
人生无常 难测 生死病老

泪珠多少
能挽回的 生命 又是多少?

Saturday, May 17, 2008

要好好感恩...

a paragraph i read from the net and reflect exactly how i feel now..

沒心思大吃大喝、消費購物;沒心思去看娛樂、財經新聞,至此才明白,只是平平淡淡,有棲身之所、可以和家人一起吃清茶淡飯,已是難得的幸福,要好好感恩……
  
未能到災場參與救援,未能親自去打氣,只好為災民祈禱、代求,還有,能捐多少就捐多少,而且要盡快去捐……
  
能夠做到的,只有這些……此刻,我們都心情沉重……

"只是平平淡淡,有棲身之所、可以和家人一起吃清茶淡飯,已是難得的幸福,要好好感恩……"

be grateful always...

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

tragedies at china and myamar..wondering n lost..

disheartening to see two disasters.. happening so badly.. so near.. one by one.. killing thousands and thousands of lives..

so little we can do abt our lives... so fragile.. so vulnerable..

live or death.. is juz a matter of split seconds..

so out of control.. so unpredictable........... so....... helpless.............................

feeling insecured abt life.. as usual..
maybe prayers will bring inner peace n faith..
pray for less sufferings for all.. HEALTH.. n happiness.. esp health n happiness for ppl tt i know..i care.. i love n for myself.. faith will heal..

pray for healing power... for the misfortune and needy souls..

maybe life is not abt looking backward..not abt hoping for wat may come in the future.. is abt cherishing wat u haf at the moment.. the present.. ya PRESENT as it means.. be contented..

live life to the fullest.. put in the best in everything.. and try ur best to love n care =)

amen~

Monday, May 12, 2008

friends gathering~


cut hair ..miss?


















how come dont look sexy one...? :P














the sweet milk milk baileys makes me more sleepy..
haaaaaaaa~













haa.. went with old uni friends to a clinic like pub..

havent gotten enough from work... -_-''













hahahahahaha~ my nose is sooooooooooo flat... :P















Friday, May 2, 2008

yea~ gotten my ROM gowns~

yea gotten my ROM gown on 30/4..

www.zwedding.com.sg

^_^~

haa... first time see dear dear in suit .. but he refused to wear the white color one :P~

i must keep fit keep fit keep fit.......