meow meow kam & hou hou mei

less than a month to the wedding banquet

2009-02-08T22:52:00.000-08:00

time flies, now is mid feb already, wedding banquet is next month..

start to feel the stress and excitement.. many details to take care of..

i feel that i m a superwoman!!.. taking care of FT work, part time work, planning wedding day programme, banquet, guest lists, new house rennovation, furniture.. and many many small details... wah... feeling really tired..

was planning the wedding day programme, and try to visualize the events going to happen on that day.. feeling complicated.. an urge to shed a few tears.. ..i m going to get married soon.., leaving my parents' house and start a new family in another new house... going to have big changes.. new life... how will i feel exactly on the wedding night? will i cry during the banquet??

i m also very touched that some of my friends and relatives are flying all the way from overseas to attend the dinner and share my moments of joy... thankyou!!

rennovation of the new house starts today!! excited.. very soon, we will have our new house.. and i m going to shop with dear , to buy things to decorate our house..

and sis in law will bring her care group to bless the new house, yea~ God blesses us with a healthy and joyful married life.. amen~ ^_^~

28/12 a day on pulau ubin

2008-12-29T08:23:00.001-08:00

yea.... went cycling there with darling's couple friends..so fun~

very eventful day..haha

first.. we cycled by a durian tree and heard a "bomb".. oh.. a fresh durian juz dropped..dear quickly went inside and search ..and so blessed we are.. he came back with a great durian..

and tasted it at nite..wah..the best and sweetest durian i ever taste before~ great~!! YUMMY..

then we cycled by the river/pond? an uncle juz caughted a big cat fish! then we were so excited abt it and stopped to have a closer look.. and know wat..the very kind uncle offered the fish to us..and yea..we got a big cat fish..haha..

and.. dear also accompany and comfort me and gave me a very heart warming and touching memory.. only me n him knows..........

yea.. a fun trip~

找一個懂妳的人

2008-12-15T08:06:00.000-08:00

要找到真愛，
便要找一個懂妳的人。
這個人也許並不是十全十美。
但因為他懂妳，所以妳就認為他是十全十美的。
就是這麼一個懂字。

懂是什麼？！

當你遇到挫折時，他不說一句損妳尊嚴的話。
當你意氣用事時，他絕不遷就而會娓娓解說事理給你聽。
當你心情不好時，他絕不和妳一般見事而大吵大鬧。
當你遠隔千里難得見面時，他也深信妳。
當你愉快時，他也愉快而且會告訴你。
當你煩惱時，他也煩惱但不會輕易告訴你。

懂，是需要多少的了解，多少的體諒，多少愛心。
要找一個懂妳的人，也許很難，但要有信心。
找一個懂妳的人，也期許自己做一個懂他的人。

聰明的人，喜歡猜心 ;雖然每次都猜對了，卻失去了自己的心。
傻氣的人，喜歡給心 ;雖然每次都被笑了，卻得到了別人的心

12/12/2008 a VERY BLESSED day for wedding photos shooting!

2008-12-15T07:18:00.000-08:00

Dar dar is wearing the PINK tie VERY RELUCTANTLY..

whahahahah~

THANK GOD~! IT WAS SUCH A BLESSED DAY..

nice weather.. nice timing....and no rain at all~! =)

so happy, so excited..so grateful that everything went smoothly!

wah~! never know that taking photos can be so tiring and not easy at all..

have to do different posting and smiling....

had taken 7 sets of photos.. until a point i was too tired and stood there stone-ing.. suddenly i heard no voices... until the photographer kept calling... hey hey..wake wake..dont sleep ! dont sleep~!.. then darling voice calling. "dear wat u doing? u fell asleep ah??"

wahahahaahaha.. ya.. i almost fell asleep :P~

yea.. had almost confirmed my list of sisters..

double confirmed with hotel banquet..

just let contracter view the house and doing the quotation for the house rennovation..

had alreadi bought some furniture..

happie yippie.. things are falling into picture slowly and nicely.. ^_^~

Dec 2009!!!

2008-12-03T04:18:00.000-08:00

so fast!!!!!

Dec 2009 is here alreadi!!

yea..on 25/11/2008 officially darling and me are house owners alreadi~

now just waiting to get the house, rennovation..decoration and can move in alreadi~

fun time buying furniture and electronics~

next Fri will be going for photo shooting..wow.. very fast.. is ard the corner.. anticipating!!

i got the wedding slides done also.. yea..

have at least 5 sisters confirmed on my list.. yea yea~

things are slowly falling into places..

God bless~ amen =)

看到了就轉發給每一個你珍惜的人!

2008-11-04T06:18:00.000-08:00

看到了就轉發給每一個你珍惜的人 !

人生吧，0歲出場，10歲快樂成長；20為情彷徨；30基本定向；40拼命打闖；50回頭望望；60告老還鄉；70搓搓麻將；80曬曬太陽；90躺在床上；100掛在牆上...
生的偉大，死得淒涼！能牽手的時候，請別只是肩並肩，能擁抱的時候，請別只是手牽手，能在一起的時候，請別輕易分開！
當大部分人都在關注你飛得高不高時，只有少部分人關心你飛得累不累--這就是友情，再忙也要照顧好自己，朋友雖不常聯系卻一直惦念！

*08新概念*

一個中心：一切以健康為中心。

兩個基本點：遇事瀟灑一點，看事糊涂一點。

三個忘記：忘記年齡，忘記過去，忘記恩怨。

四個擁有：無論你有多弱或多強，一定要擁有真正愛你的人，擁有知心朋友，擁有向上的事業，擁有溫暖的住所。

五個要：要唱，要跳，要俏，要笑，要苗條。

六個不能：不能餓了纔吃，不能渴了纔喝,不能困了纔睡，不能累了纔歇，不能病了纔檢查，不能老了再後悔!

Birthday suprises~ ^_^~

2008-09-17T03:29:00.000-07:00

it kicked off by...

last friday nite, darling arranged a pre-birthday kareokae celebration with our friends at SRC..haa. darling's been doing lots of "homework" this yr :P~

then on the eve of my birthday, I went to look for darling at his office after work. Quite a tiring day but darling made the day sweet with a sweet sweet birthday card..hehe~ ^_^~

then darling gave me a treat to the very enjoyable couple massage.. really good and relaxing~!

then before we head for dinner, he suprised me again with my favourite white roses and jasmine fragrance in the car park.. hee.. darling rems wat i like ~!

then we went to Carl's Junior to have a fun meal.. and FULL meal.. *burp*~

and waited till midnight, darling cut the cake with me, and i 've made many many birthday wishes.. hee :P~

then todae darling took half day leave, we went to Lawry's to try the prime ribs~ YUM YUM ~ hou hou mei ah~

and darling suprised me again with a small cake n birthday song singing from the restaurant..

haha~ quite embarrassing ..

then darling went back to work and course at night...

thankyou my darling for all the plannings , thoughts, actions and love n care ^____^~ and suprises~!!

vietnam trip sept 2008~

2008-09-12T23:18:00.001-07:00

Fruits at the market and 8 cartons of fruits back to singapore..haa~

such a wonderful trip~ quite a pleasant experience with Vietnam~ I will go back again~~ ^__^~

and.. I REALLY LOVE THE FOOD THERE~ whahha~

The shop for all the delicious dishes u see!!

the very famous vietnam style of coffee.. very thick... ~_~

the very nice coconut jelly!!! delicious~!!

strawberry wif sugarcane juice~ yum yum~

the again very famous french bread~
outside crispy and yet very soft inside..
hou hou mei ah~~ ^____^~

a million bill~~ haaa.. feel so rich!!! :P~

the ice cream shop for excellent ice-creams~!

Vietnam houses are all very narrow!!!!

The hotel that we stayed at, and just outside the hotel, a nice hotel called Rex hotel~ its breakfast buffet is gooooood~

Vietnam looks cleaner n better than wat i expect.
feels so much better than in bangkok~

The cu chi tunnel, amazed n impressed by the vietnamese, their fight spirit in the terribly tunnel condition , and how they make use of the scarce resources to fight for the war!

it was a 3-4 hour jouney to the tunnel, very bumpy~ but it's worth going!!!

Entrance to the complicated tunnel system.. very small!!?!

the bamboo traps..used to trap animal..during war time..to trap americans..

a bomb creator

during the war time, american used the agent orange as a herbicide, however this had disastrous side effects on humans, ard 500000 babies were born wif defects. and some of them get themselved involved in handicraft industries to earn a living, support themselves..

A vietnam woman in traditional costume and walking to a local religion temple.

Vietnam is also a country of motor cycles,

Money not enough 2

2008-09-02T09:19:00.001-07:00

suprisingly a meaningful show..

cried much during the show.. not coz the show is touching.. but tears of little bit guilt and sorry for parents....

Thank God once again for His blessings ^_^~

2008-08-18T07:32:00.000-07:00

yea i finally got a house.. heee~
^___^~

and yea yea..

dear dear passes his exams and will be passing all ..hee hee ^________^~

a poem..

2008-08-18T07:25:00.000-07:00

I Love my dear a lot,
dunno she can sense or not,
forward looking is not easy,
past is always haunting,

gambling is fun but the price is high,
too high for the stake of a famliy,
stubbborn i am in the past,
but changes i see a must,
friends r gd to have,
but i must give my wife a rest,
for she has decided to choose me,
a risk too high and i will
do my best not to make her cry...

DEAR i really understand the need
for a family,
For yr info, my tolerence is not worn out at all cos
my love for u has grown stronger than ever,
i hold yr hand so tight, tighter so much more than in the past,
for i have a wife, a wife i will adore and pamper,
i really will strive to be a 100% husband,
for i have chosen u as my wife,
i will live up to the decision till
we need to part cos
our body could not hold it anymore...

" if u get there before i do, dont give up on me,
i will be there when my chores are thru, i dont know
how long i'll be, but i'll never give it up, darling wait and see,
before now and then, till i see u again,
i'll be loving u, LOVE ME"

Dear i know this lyrics by heart cos there's where
i wanna be with u....

another blessed ones

2008-07-27T07:53:00.000-07:00

yea so happy.. God blesses my another friend with a baby boy last nite!!!! oh..must be very cute the little one.. both the mother and the little baby are well n healthy... thankyou God..bless the Lord~ amen.. =)

so happy.. a little sweet sweet family!!

pray God for His continuous blessings and protections to all the ppl i know..i care n i love n myself..

juz changed job recently.. maybe is the tiredness.. getting a little bit negative.. n some worries..

Pray God will enlighten me..protect me..n there will be no more worries.. commit all the things in His mighty hands..and things will be fine i believe..amen~

Dear God, May ur mighty hands take away my worries n give me peace in my mind/heart.

amen! =)

new job~ praise the lord~!

2008-07-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

started my new job for 3 weeks.. so much better working environment!
feel so blessed. praise the Lord for all his blessings and protections, amen!! ^_^~

btw friend sent me this email..hahahah so FUNNY!!!!!!

現在的學生------------無厘頭的都這麼有水準……
高考完後又是中考...考題千奇百怪，答卷也五花八門。真佩服現在的學生啊，思維跳脫，天馬行空，和我們那時候的循規蹈矩，差別太大了，呵呵。看一組語文試卷中的填空題--- 1.__________，為伊消得人憔悴同學答：寬衣解帶終不悔（正解為'衣帶漸寬終不悔'，偶承認這個是思想有問題）
2.君子成人之美，__________ 同學答：小人奪人所愛(直接暈死）
3.窮則獨善其身，__________ 同學答：富則妻妾成群正解：達則兼濟天下）
_________，天下誰人不識君同學答：只要貌似薩達姆（汗....）
4.明月幾時有，__________同學答：一顆永流傳當時狂笑，現在覺得挺經典的。正解為'千里共嬋娟'）
5.洛陽親友如相問，__________ 同學答：請你不要告訴他正解為'一片冰心在玉壺'）!

6.期末考試出對聯, 上聯是：英雄寶刀未老
該初三同學對下聯為：老娘風韻猶存

7.五年級的一次考試就考到了'三個臭皮匠，__________' 同學答：臭味都一樣（把監考和外面的校長笑翻了)

8.書到用時方恨少，__________ 同學答：錢到月底不夠花 ....

some crappy photos..wahahah

2008-07-07T09:01:00.001-07:00

haha.. at SRC playing pool n singing~ the club rule says tt guys must wear wif collar..so borrow from the guard..whahaha..end up like a teen..whahahahahaha

wahahaha.. think dear dear will be angry when seeing such funny photos of himself.. anyway he is juz too busy to come to this website..wahahah~ one was taken when he's sleeping.. din know wat's going on..other was caught him making a peak-like mouth....

wahahahahahahaahha~

a full weekend ^_^~

2008-07-06T08:19:00.000-07:00

yay so happie~ ^___^~

i have my full weekend back after changing the job.. yea..weekend is no longer a working day for me..feel so happie~ well will still go part-time on weekend sometimes.. but tt's voluntary..haha :P~

mother-in-law bought me a jade bangle that i always wanted to have.. yea.. finally i have one jade bangle ard my wrist.. hee ~ pretty pretty~

went to take family photo wif dear's family..

normal working life

2008-07-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

wow~ cant believe it.. i can finish work at 5.30pm n be available at night nowadays. yea ~ feel gd~!!!

been relaxing n slacking for the past 6 mths.. din ex my brain much..haa
now is the time to learn..to pick up new things again.. wah.. never knew tt there can be so much abt creams.. been extensive reading these two days.. so much to absorb.. but feeling excited.. at least i m learning sth new again after so many months of slacking :P

have to wake up very early in the morning.. not used to it.. feel very tired n sleepy.. last time i could sleep till 9.45pm!! .. =_=

now i m also part of the morning crowd ..rushing to work..walking very fast.. trying to squeeze into crowded MRTs.. looking ard.. most of the ppl are with a blank face.. no passion...

how to keep the passion..? (eat more passion fruit...wahahahahah~)

starting the new job tmr~

2008-06-30T08:23:00.000-07:00

starting new job tmr.. back to normal hours working life again.

hope to have a more balanced life.. maybe i shall start some ex again.. swimming..? need to keep fit~!!

wanted to pick up a part-time job ..but dear is not happy of the timing again.. ended up wif a fight..

sigh.. reflected on myself and friend telling me tt i m actually quite realistic...?

well.. feel insecured without money... i juz want to sow bitterly now and so can harvest sweets fruits in the future..

maybe ..somehow i neglected dear's feelings.. n my words are always too blunt n harsh..

how to improve..?

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so happy tt God has finally blessed sbd wif a baby.. =)

taiwan trip 11/6-17/6 2008 n genting trip 23/6-25/6

2008-06-27T09:14:00.001-07:00

Clouds @ Genting Highland~

Enjoying coffee in the midst of Clouds~

dear looking at the clouds

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Taiwan meeting relatives/friends banquet..
my "nai ma" sees me from a newborn till now!!

so happy that Nai Ma can witness my marriage..never dream of that!

giving away sweet sweets n blessings to them

=)

my taiwan wedding cakes~ looks gd?

sabotaged by cousins..

passing sweets from my mouth to dear's...

my cousin..we are born in the same year, same month, on the same day!!!!

my dearest dearest old bb gu ma zai ^_^~

one of my best n closest friends~ =)

for those who know the story.. yea.. dear got the right match of clothes this time :P

wahahhaha~ taken gd care of..haa~

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went to fish prawns n eat them on the spot..hee~ super fun!! ^_^~

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went for warm spring.. n see the steaming mountain..

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went to a farm n tried the fresh milk products, soooooooooooo nice~!!

pudding inside a balloon, and break it with a tooth-pick.. interesting..

dunno what my friends are trying to do in the farm :P~

a watermelon farmland~

super huge pig i ever seen

dear dear very gd heart ..trying to feed the small ones which always cant get the food

yea.. so this is wat happened for the past 2 weeks.. very very eventful..and lots of fun~ have met many relatives whom have not seen for years.. and so happy that many came from overseas n far away places juz to bless us.. very grateful to them..

miss the gd food in taiwan.. fun time chit chating with friends..miss the farms n fresh air n nature..

also had lots of fun at genting highland.. miss the jackpot machines very much..quite lucky this time.. for one period of time..$50 ringgit can sustain me 5 hours on jackpot..haa.. even striked 5 of the same kind..yay yay ^_^~

thank God for his blessings n protection~! praise the Lord ^_^~

ROM photos

2008-06-09T09:02:00.000-07:00

so ..this is my ROM.. how did i feel?
reality is different from Dream :P~

everything juz happened too fast..many ppl ard..photos taking..

and..suddenly. i signed the cert and legally i m married...i couldnt even recall wat i said?

dear was too shy to look at me..haa
me as too busy n forgot to remind him wat to wear the day before.. n obviously he got the wrong match..*fainted* hahaa.. nvm~

afterall.. IT'S SWEET n touching.. almosted wanted to tear..but dear was juz not in the right mood.. *angry* haaa..dear i will always tease u tt u married the floor not me.. :P next time u sleep with the floor..wahahahahah~

dinner time~

exchanging rings..

sweet ~ :P *shy shy*

with mommy~

trying to capture the pretty moment :P~

thanks aunties for all the sweet presents ^_^~

haa.. after losing 4 kg.. still got room for improvement :P

with pretty vivian~

with wing sum and yu yu~

with mom~

thanks for all the aunties n uncles n biu gor for taking time off to honor my ROM and sharing my joy~ =)

yea our wedding bad~

hubby's big family~

my family~ =)

me and darling~

certificate of marriage~

6th June, ROM

2008-06-05T10:40:00.000-07:00

so fast.. from the first day online booking...to the acutal day... 3 mths exactly..
time flies..

6th June is finally here..

excited..happy..n abit nervous..

tmr is a remarkable day.. special n holy.. once a lifetime

will I be nervous when saying the vow?.. will my hands be shaking when signing the paper...?

I m going to be committed to another man, my hubby-to-be

looking forward.. yet abit nervous...

tmr i m going to put a ring on my dear's finger n say to him "YES, I DO" n my dear is going to do the same thing to me.. how m i going to feel tmr??

sweet n meaningul moment for life.. =)

little "friction"..

2008-05-26T08:45:00.000-07:00

todae had another tiny little fight with dear..
on.. ROM dinner.. ..n extend to the housing issue...haa... again..

dunno why..
maybe is too tired with work..too intense working hours.. get bored n irritable..
easily agitated.. n feel so helpless..

money cant buy u everything.. but can make possible many many things.. without it..is juz sooo handicapped...

must work very hard to earn n save more money.. oh yea.. will try to convince myself to LOVE OT-ing... (ya..rite....)

dear agrees to open up...to have more options.. but only God knows if we are going to make a correct investment...?? are we going into the correct direction..?

my dear.. i think i can get heat up quite easily.. but juz leave me alone..give me some silence time n i will be ok again.... it's tiring n irritating to handle customers n u at the same time..
and tt's why i get heat up so easily.. coz i m not like you can sit inside ur own room..

i feel like having split personalty.. one second before we had a fight thru the phone..second later.. i m smiling to the patients " hello~ how may i help you?"

and i like to make our own decision , i dont like ppl to help us make decisions ...

泪珠多少...?

2008-05-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

地动天摇
................ 突然四面尖声挣扎乱叫

房塌屋倒
................ 顷刻欢声灭绝一片寂寥

仓皇逃跑
................ 从此亲人却阴阳相隔遥

唏嘘读报
人生无常难测生死病老

泪珠多少
能挽回的生命又是多少？

要好好感恩...

2008-05-17T08:35:00.000-07:00

a paragraph i read from the net and reflect exactly how i feel now..

沒心思大吃大喝、消費購物；沒心思去看娛樂、財經新聞，至此才明白，只是平平淡淡，有棲身之所、可以和家人一起吃清茶淡飯，已是難得的幸福，要好好感恩……
　　
未能到災場參與救援，未能親自去打氣，只好為災民祈禱、代求，還有，能捐多少就捐多少，而且要盡快去捐……
　　
能夠做到的，只有這些……此刻，我們都心情沉重……

"只是平平淡淡，有棲身之所、可以和家人一起吃清茶淡飯，已是難得的幸福，要好好感恩……"

be grateful always...

tragedies at china and myamar..wondering n lost..

2008-05-13T10:06:00.000-07:00

disheartening to see two disasters.. happening so badly.. so near.. one by one.. killing thousands and thousands of lives..

so little we can do abt our lives... so fragile.. so vulnerable..

live or death.. is juz a matter of split seconds..

so out of control.. so unpredictable........... so....... helpless.............................

feeling insecured abt life.. as usual..
maybe prayers will bring inner peace n faith..
pray for less sufferings for all.. HEALTH.. n happiness.. esp health n happiness for ppl tt i know..i care.. i love n for myself.. faith will heal..

pray for healing power... for the misfortune and needy souls..

maybe life is not abt looking backward..not abt hoping for wat may come in the future.. is abt cherishing wat u haf at the moment.. the present.. ya PRESENT as it means.. be contented..

live life to the fullest.. put in the best in everything.. and try ur best to love n care =)

amen~

friends gathering~

2008-05-12T21:02:00.000-07:00

cut hair ..miss?

how come dont look sexy one...? :P

the sweet milk milk baileys makes me more sleepy..
haaaaaaaa~

haa.. went with old uni friends to a clinic like pub..

havent gotten enough from work... -_-''

hahahahahaha~ my nose is sooooooooooo flat... :P

yea~ gotten my ROM gowns~

2008-05-02T21:44:00.000-07:00

yea gotten my ROM gown on 30/4..

www.zwedding.com.sg

^_^~

haa... first time see dear dear in suit .. but he refused to wear the white color one :P~

i must keep fit keep fit keep fit.......

some words to rem by heart

2008-04-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

Dear also said.. next time quarrel..

use and said the words for constructive and positive outcomes..
dont bring negative and destruction...

to solve a prob.. not to create another prob....

a bad fight finally... on housing issue

2008-04-23T09:29:00.000-07:00

had a bad fight last night.. and i said things tt hurt n upset dear much..

ya.. dont know how to control my anger n emotions..(but i was really upset abt the housing issue ..:<) i dont want to end up like M_ _ _ _ _ ....

dear talked to me tonite..told me wat was wrong and told me how i could handle it better.. in a more mature way...

he said my words are sharp like knives.. and we must be careful with the words we use, coz they can be like knives and cut our dear in pieces..
and when we grow older, we need to control our anger/emotions and cool ourselves down..
well .. really hard.. but will try to learn that..

also reach an agreement that next time if one of the parties is going to explode..we will juz walk away nicely..leave him/her alone to cool down.. and when we are still in bad mood..and dunno how to send a friendly sms.. then we better dun write or say anything....

*words can be like sharp knives and cut our dear apart, if you love him/her, think before you use and said those words, think before harm is done..*

i also really hope that the housing issue can be solved ASAP.........when..? (?_?)

little hiccup..

2008-04-20T07:55:00.000-07:00

sigh.. another little hiccup on housing issue...

i just want a lovely small flat.. and enjoy the sweet sweet 2 ppl world..

i dont care if it's not condo or landed..i will be even happier if we start with a 3-room. lovely n easy to maintain..

it's rather to stupid to move into a big big expensive private house which u cant really afford..and borrow great loan from the bank. and every mth u haf to live with tight budget and no savings.. coz most of the income goes back to the bank.. wat for?
been seeing ppl ard working like a dog .. n cant spend and cant even enjoy life.. coz they are in great debts..they cant afford to lose the job even it's shitty... they have to work work work and earn money n return to bank.. sad life rite?

"if you dun have a big head, dun try to wear a big head" as the cantonese saying goes..

conclusion.. work hard n save up more !!!!

gathering ~

2008-04-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

yea went drinking at chijmes last nite.. not really drinking.. but i still get abit drunk.. so drowsy =_=

haa.. trying to show the sexy slit.....

resigned!

2008-04-17T08:10:00.000-07:00

resigned todae!
feel relieved.. feel excited.. but yet.. feel abit insecured..

yea. no more nonsense stupid customers~!! and no more working on every sunday soon..yay yay

excited.. going to take up new course.. going out to see explore..wat's outside.. yea~
and think going to have a more balanced n healthy lifestyle! good!

feel insecured.. feeling may have a drop in gross income..inititally.. was qutie emotional n upset.. threw temper on dear..

came all the way to look for me n brightens me up.. yea..we are going to work hard and explore the opportunities tog bah!

always look on the bright side n be cheerful as he always reminds me!!

housing n new job..

2008-04-15T07:21:00.000-07:00

talked abt housing issue with dear again todae..

hmm.. so sad. cant settle down with a house.. some disagreement.. but well..din dwell on tt further..

prices are sky high.. think the little dream of having our lovely home sweet home has drifted abit further.. may have to rent a flat first.. have to work double hard..

money is not everything.. but not enough money ..everything is juz out of your reach....

work hard bah... really hope to have our own house soon.. and affordable one..

also talked abt changing job AGAIN..

sigh.. current working hours is definitely not suitable for family life next time.. and dear is always hinting n complaining not enough time for him..every sunday i have to work..occassionally both weekends are burnt.. but i actually kind of like current job n working hrs.. start at 11am.. can sleep till late n enough..haa.. n no stress..no many duties.. simple job! even can day dream.. and yet earning gd money... n kind of get used to the job.. except for the nasty n non-sense customers..

got a new job offer.. gd hrs.. but next time haf to wake up really early..8.30am start work.. (really puts me off...) drastic change.. =_=.. n many other additional operational/admin work.. new jobscope. new environment.. have to start all over again..will i like it?? kind of tiring.. but maybe long term is gd for family life.. dear will be happy definitely..

looking at myself...is this me..? suddenly become so "family orientated"..maybe tt's the sacrifice tt ppl haf to make when going into marriage.. always haf to put family first..
juz feel that.. if i m not going to get married.. maybe i 've alreadi taken up the previous job offer to help setting up a new pharmacy..gd income n gd challenge n gd exposure... but well.. i believe is either to focus on career or family ..n family is more impt to me... stability n ordinary will be more practical..

maybe i m juz in fear of changing....maybe i m juz getting lazy with current job... oh no.. signs of getting old n "stubborn"..

pretty lost.. shall i change job? wat i want.. ????

well.. current job offers me no future..10 yrs down the world.. will still be stucked there as a retail pharmacy n working those kind of shitty hrs..kind of sickening... coz if i were to climb the coperate laddar.. will need extremely high level of commitment.. haa. maybe i m juz giving excuses to myself..
i m juz too idealistic... :P

maybe teaching is another gd option..haha.. stable n slowly can promote to ..maybe head of dept..haha :P..but well..no hard work..no gain..

wat i want..?

the reason for this blog

2008-04-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

yea.. always wanted to have a blog.. but with no strong motivation..

and now . i got one finally ^_^~

this blog is going to record n remind myself how i prepare for our grand wedding in March 2009. the feelings that i have.. the things that i have been thru with my hubby-to-be~

ups n downs ..

so far.. hotel is settled.. gowns n photography are also settled..

feel blessed that dear is involved much in the choosing also.. I dont have to do it all by myself as i heard from other couples that usually gals are the only one doing the job :P

and now i finally understand.. why this process is tiring and can cause upset/argument..

again very blessed that we always manage to resolve the issue in a mature n caring manner..

communication is really important!! and the care n love n understanding for one another!!

but.. one down thing..balloting result is out..we din manage to get one.. but dear said never mind, we will work hard tog and see wat come along the way =)

yea~ with faith n hope always..